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Me Today ...

It' sucks... Haha... Tired, bored, heartache, pregnant and all I got was only more and more and more trouble. Nothing else than that.

All this people is driving me crazy. I don't understand why some people can't talk even to ask for permission from others. It hurts a lot when we heard a lot of bad things happen while we're not there. I wonder why? But they can talk, laugh and discuss anything with others especially their family friends for example. Especially with new in-laws-to-be family. Haha... Maybe that is how they do things. This is the 2nd time things like this happen and it really makes me sooooo mad and sick of it.

Everything is mixed up like a big dough... Hoho...

Hope all this thingy will end asss sssoooonnnnn aassss posssiiiibbbleeeeee... Really hate this feeling.

Nasi Ayam (Express)

Nasi

600 ml Air
2 ketul Kiub Ayam (Knorr/Maggi)
500 gram Beras
2 camca besar Margerin/mentega

Bahan A:

2 ulas Bawang Putih, dicincang halus
5 cm Halia, dicincang halus
1 helai Daun pandan


Cara-caranya:
1. Dalam periuk nasi, panaskan margerin dan tumiskan bahan A hingga wangi.
2. Masukkan beras yang telah siap dibasuh, air dan kiub ayam.
3. Tanak nasi seperti biasa.

Kuah Cili

5 batang cili merah
1 biji limau kasturi
1 biji bawang
gula
garam

Thinking about myself today...

I am quite disappointed with my current job right now. Been working for 6 years with only 1 time team building training. It's very frustrating. No training, no OT and no other allowance. Only medical benefits but not included with dental clinic.

For a diploma holder to work at this position, it's quite frustrating. Still, looking for a new job is my only option at this moment. But what kind of jobs can I do? Working as a some sort of clerk cum receptionist cum customer service cum cleaner, I don't get the skills I think I need for a better career change. Looks like my Computer Science (IT) diploma is nothing for today's jobs. Forgot most of the things I learn while doing my diploma years ago.

And now, I am a mother of 2 and coming soon the 3rd child. I thought it's late to look for a great jobs experience. But, I do hope I will get the chance to switch my career sooner or later.

Today, I'm doing everything I can for my children s' future. It's hard and I still keep moving forward.

Today...

It's been quite a long time since I last type something here. It's been the most difficult time I'm going through at this moment. I feel so hopeless and I can't even predict what will my future look like.

I am 4 month+ pregnant now and the due date might be on 09-09-2009. Can feel the baby is kicking now. It was an unexpected pregnancy. Still, I can't resist it. The morning sickness already gone away. Only have problem with my weight only. Last checkup my weight dropped 0.5kg from 64.5kg.

Whatever it is I hope it'll get better soon.