Me, today...

It's a tiring day. With all the work and my 3 children. Getting tired and a great headache.

Thinking about the loans that I haven't or I can say I can't afford to pay anymore.

At this moment, I also think about the method I'd like to use for our family planning. Even though he don't approve it, I think I should take something.

Maybe I shouldn't listen to him too much cause in the end it's always me suffering. There are times I don't think I can take it anymore. Too tired and too much to think about.

LAGU UNTUKMU

This is one of my favorite song sing by Meet Uncle Hussain.

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini takkan berubah kerna

Aku tetap aku dan alur hidup mu bukanlah aku
Guna hati akal dan fikiranku
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Adakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan

Yang dikawal oleh jari jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup-cukuplah oh cukuplah
Guna hati akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan

Berbeza berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa

Bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan

Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai disini sahaja
Hubungan kita berdua