Whatever..!!

Life.. life.. life...

Last Sunday, I went to my cousin's wedding. Yeah, but I can't see her face as she'll make me hate her more and more each day. I've a bunch of reasons to hate her face. So, why in the world would I bother to go to her wedding?? Her mother.. I pity her mother... That's why I am there at that day.

Thinking.. thinking... thinking...

Haha... I am still thinking about my Darling's project? To be a Revell stokist. It might be mine too.

Abang Bad suggest us to open a shop as there is no stokist in Simpang Renggam and there are quite a lot of Revell's product user there. It's just that they don't want to travel far just to get the products in Kluang.

I am thinking of being a mobile stokist first. Later on we'll upgrade it if it is a money-spinner.

My younger bro, Idris, told me to open a computer shop. It's also a very good idea as we're all computer literate. My father also good at repairing computers. He said maybe we could collaborate and make it as a family business. Well, we do need a lot of funds to open a computer shop. Also need a supplier to supply the computer parts. After that, we need to think on how to make income which means we need a project to get incomes every months and every years.

I am also thinking of opening a bakery shop? Or maybe I could sell my Marble cake online? Uncle Razak really likes the Marble cake I made. Hehe... I did give his daughter my recipe. But he still crave for my Marble cake.

Hmm... Stil thinking, thinking and thinking...

Deep inside me..

I felt frustrated... I've tried... I strived to change our life still it's like this..

I'm bored... Tired... Disappointed... Depressed...

Lucky me to have a friend who can listen...

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TORH: Ili dear, getting depressed because of money is okay, since 95% of the people in the world is having the same situation.

TORH: Be grateful that you are not being jailed for debt problem..!

TORH: Syukur that you still alive, kicking and having the family with you.

TORH: Just imagine there are people who have to sell their children for a bowl of rice.

TORH: Or couple who is childless for more than 13 years..?

TORH: All, have the same purpose in life...

TORH: it is to get on living.

TORH: How, that's depend to the individual.

TORH: Some may do the hard way, some may get the easy ones.

My 2008 Hari Raya.

Started working today after a long Hari Raya holiday. Malas betul rasenyer. Felt sooo tired. Working like hell before Hari Raya. Tidy the house, rearrange the kitchen cabinets, cooking the dishes for Raya and more.

During Raya, we need to visit all of my IL relatives. Can't even miss one accept for my side. Feel a bit sad to think about it.

There's a phrase that I'll never forget this Raya cause it hurts my feeling.I heard it about 3 to 4 times on the 6th day of Raya.

A quote to share..

Here is a quote I found in a novel I've read. I just want to share it with others. Think about it okay...

" Cinta tidak indah selepas berkahwin kerana manisnya sudah diambil sewaktu di alam percintaan.

Ada orang mengambil sikit-sikit, ada orang mengambil kesemuanya. Jadi apabila manisnya sudah tiada, apa lagi yang hendak dinikmati?

Kemudian, kalau sewaktu bercinta semuanya sudah ditanyakan, jadi setelah berkahwin, tidak ada apa-apa lagi yang hendak ditanyakan. Semuanya sudah diketahui. Takkanlah hendak ditanya perkara yang sudah tahu? Lama-lama rumahtangga menjadi sunyi dan sepi." ~ Dr. Tuah