Crazy Eleanor's Colorful Life

Bekerja Semula...

2011-11-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Salam untuk semua...

Sorry coz dah lama tak update blog nih. Baru seminggu mula kerja as a promoter. So, tak ada banyak masa untuk update blog nih.

Memandangkan hari ni masuk syif pagi dan balik pukul 7 malam, dapat la update sket apa yang ter'latest' dalam kehidupan Eleanor ni.

Terkini, seperti yang Eleanor beritahu tadi Eleanor dah mula bekerja semula. Keadaan ekonomi tak stabil so, Eleanor kena lah bekerja semula. Kos sara hidup kat sini tak sama macam masa kat JB dulu. Jadi gaji kat area Kluang ni memang la kecik betul. Tak kisah la, janji de pulus yang masuk.

Anak-anak? Anak-anak En. Hubby yang jaga kat Carwash. Tak leh wat pe lah kan... Keje promoter ni susah nak dapat orang yang nak jaga anak kite sampai malam. Tambahan lak tak dapat off hari minggu.

Bersabar je la sekarang ni...

Nak Belajar Seni Memanjakan Diri?

2011-10-21T19:25:00.001+08:00

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Or maybe, you would like to venture into the pampering business?

Macam mana ya?

2011-10-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

Dah beberapa minggu mula meniaga kecil-kecilan. Baik secara offline dan juga online. Nampak nya apa yang dirancang masih tak berjaya.

Hati ni dah mula rasa 'down underground'. Sedih, pilu... Stress pun ada sebab memang tengah ada banyak masalah. Huhuhu...

Wonder if ada sesape yang sudi suggest anything atau mungkin advice mana-mana yang patut.

Weekend Yang Boring...

2011-10-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hujung minggu yang lepas tak ada apa-apa yang menarik. Ada tak de, mak mertua Eleanor datang bertandang 2malam untuk melepaskan rindu pada cucu-cucunya. Kami hanya duduk di rumahsahaja.

Semalam, dapat laEleanor memotong kain yang Mak beri untuk buat baju kurung Nadirah. Kesian jugakat anak dara tu. Dia suka nak pakai baju kurung tapi cuma ada sepasang je bajukurung yang beli masa nak raya ari tu. Tu pun dah sama rap dengan badan dia.

Eleanor memangada merancang nak buat kan dia lagi sepasang dengan kain yang ada. Tapi belumberkesempatan lagi nak memotong nya. Bukannya apa, bila Eleanor naik atas nakmemotong kain tu mesti ada jer yang anak-anak ni buat. Bergaduh la, berebutpensel warna la, gigit menggigit la... Haha... banyak nak buat.

Nak buat projekmenjahit tu memang payah. Kalo buat sesama dengan anak-anak ti ada yang mainjarum la, main gunting la dan sebagainya.

Cerita pasalgunting, pagi Jumaat yang baru lepas ni, Nadirah berebut gunting ngan adiknya,Isyraf. Rebut punya rebut akhirnya dia tergunting jari adik dia tu. Hai... nakmengamuk pun ada... Hilang cerita nak bawa anak-anak sarapan kat luar. En.Hubby bawa semua pergi hospital dulu sebab lukanya nampak cam dalam. Doktorkata lukanya kecil tapi dalam. Memandangkan luka tu kecil aje doktor tu tak jahit,dia gam kan aje. Then, sapu ubat kuningdan balut.

Selesai halIsyraf tu, baru lah kitorang pergi sarapan.

Macam-macamhal... biasa la kan anak-anak tengah nak membesar ni, memang nakal.

Real Steel

2011-10-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

Fuyyoo...! Memang tak menyesal lah habis RM40 untuk tengok movie nih. Macam mana tak RM40, kena bayar untuk 4 seat. En. Hubby, Eleanor, Amir Irsyad, Nur Alya Nadirah.... sib baik Amir Isyraf tak kena bayar.

En. Hubby kata, "Huh... memang berbaloi la tengok."

Amir Irsyad kata,"Amir, nak tengok lagi la Mama."

Mama kata dalam hati, "Kopak le Mama kalo nak tengok banyak kali."

Alya Nadirah kata, "Mama, kakak suka tengok cerita ni. Dia lawan-lawan."

Movie ni banyak memberi kita semangat agar kita tidak mudah berputus asa dan semangat kekeluargaan.

So, jangan tak tengok tau...!! Memang best.

Permohonan Di Terima...

2011-10-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

Mesti semua tertanya-tanya kan? Permohonan pe yang dah di terima tu?

Permohonan Amir Irsyad untuk masuk ke Pra-sekolah. Maklum lah ramai anak-anak yang nak maasuk Pra-sekolah ni. Bukannya mudah. Kena mohon dulu. Mohon maksudnya belum tentu lagi akan diterima. Mereka akan tapis dulu. Macam sekolah yang Eleanor mohon untuk Amir Irsyad ni tak ambil kanak-kanak berumur 5 tahun. Mereka dulukan kanak-kanak berumur 6 tahun kerana ada sesetengah kanak-kanak ni memang tunggu untuk masuk ke Pra-sekolah. Mereka tidak dihantar ke tadika.

So, surat dari Pra-sekolah SK Kg. Melayu sampai ke rumah pada 11 Okt 2011 petang. Kami diminta ke sekolah untuk mengambil surat tawaran dan borang maklumat di sekolah pada 13 Okt 2011. So, esok nak "settle"kan borang-borang dan semua keperluannya coz esok En. Hubby off day. Kalau boleh nak hantar borang tu esok juga.

Anak sulung Eleanor masuk Pra-sekolah tahun depan. Macam tak percaya. Pejam, celik, pejam, celik, 2012 ni Amir Irsyad masuk 6 tahun da. Hmm...

Contest: Cadburry

2011-10-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

Dah seminggu lebih tak update blog ni. Hari ni rasa cam nak update plak. Bisnes Eleanor tak berjalan lancar seperti yang sepatutnya. Now, tengah memikirkan alternatif lain.

Anyway, ngah searching punya searching ni terjumpa plak contest Cadburry ni.... Haha... Untuk mereka-mereka yang nak bagi surprise buat yang tersayang or yang nak menang produk Cadburry yang bernilai RM10k boleh la mencuba nasib.

Tengok sini untuk terms and conditions.

Pengalaman: 1st Day Meniaga

2011-10-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

Hari ni hari pertama meniaga kat Carwash En. Hubby kerja. Cuma buat karipap dan mi goreng jer untuk 'test market.

Seperti yang telah dijangkakan, hari pertama memang tak de sale. Makna kata, hari ni tak ada pe pun yang laku.

Perasaan..? Rasa sedih pun ada. Tapi pe nak dikata? Baru pertama kali meniaga. Memang tak pernah meniaga apa pun sebelum ni. Baik offline maupun online.

Orang kata, "Hati kena kental kalo mau meniaga nih. Usaha kena kuat."

Eleanor fikir... Memang betul lah kata orang tu...!

Projek Sarapan Corner.

2011-09-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hari ni mood tu nak kata HAPPY pun tak de lah happy mane. TENSI tu adalah sikit-sikit. Ye lah kan... Manusia mana lah yang tak pernah ada masalah. Betul tak?

Tapi hari ni rasa HAPPY sikit sebab Projek Sarapan Corner yang tertangguh sejak tahun lepas tu bakal bermula tak lama lagi. Hati ni ada juga rasa berdebar-debar sebab tak tau macam mana sambutan nye nanti dan first time meniaga. Harap-harap juadah yang di buat tu semua nanti laku.

Ya Allah... Mudah-mudahan apa yang kami rancang ini akan berjalan dengan lancar. Eleanor harap Eleanor dapat mengatasi perasaan takut untuk menghadapi karenah-karenah pelanggan nanti.

Samsung Galaxy SII users are sharing their love for their phones! #LoveMySII

2011-09-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Kawan-kawan, jom check out the below site. Especially untuk mereka-mereka yang mempunyai atau menggunakan Samsung Galaxy SII.

Samsung Galaxy SII users are sharing their love for their phones! #LoveMySII

Kegunaan Baking Soda Di Rumah.

2011-09-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

Oleh kerana sinki kat rumah ni tersumbat dah bermingu-minggu dan dah nak makan bulan plak dah ni, Eleanor pun mula la mencari alternatif lain yang boleh digunakan untuk selesaikan masalah ni. Makin lama semakin sakit hati plak tengok sinki yang sumbat tu. Cari punya cari kat Google tu terjumpa la artikel ni... Tapi tak ingat lak blog mane... Kat bawah ni de beberapa kegunaan baking soda yang Eleanor ingat la masa baca blog itu.

Deodoran semulajadi

kalau de sesiapa yang tak sukapakai deodoran atau tak boleh pakai deodoran, boleh gunakan baking soda ni.Caranya, basahkan ketiak seadanya, pastu tepek baking soda. Macam tepekbedak la jugak kaedahnya.

Menghilangkan kesan peluh, daki & minyak

Terutama sekali pada baju sekolah anak-anak atau uniform hubby, berdaki &kotor, korang boleh rendam baju-baju tersebut dalam air sabun pastu campur la sikitdengan baking soda dalam air tu.

Gunakan sebagai pencuci mulut

Bukan dessert ya tuan-tuan, puan-puan dan cik-cik. Ni pencuci mulut yang macam listerine tu la. Campurkan baking soda dengan air pastu gunakan untuk berkumur. Pasni ni tak perlulagi beli listerine. Jimat... jimat...

Ni je la yang Eleanor ingat. Tak sangka plak rupanya baking soda ni ada banyak kegunaannya selain daripada digunakan untuk buat kek. Hahaha...

Nanti kalo Eleanor terjumpa blog tu la lagi, Eleanor akan letak link kat sini eh...

Rumah Terbuka dan Bezday Amir Isyraf... 2011

2011-09-24T11:00:00.000+08:00

Lupa plak nak cerita aritu, pada hari yang sama dengan Hari Potensi Amir Irsyad tu kami de buat Rumah Terbuka dan sambut Bezday anakanda kami, Amir Isyraf yang ke-2. Tu sebab lah kitorang tak dapat tengok Amir Irsyad berlakon jadi katak coz kami sibuk dengan persediaan untuk Rumah Terbuka malam nanti.

Para jemputan mula datang pukul 8.30 malam. Kami cuma menjemput jiran-jiran terdekat dan juga sedara mare belah MIL kerana mereka tinggal di sekitar Kluang juga. Menu hari itu, Mi Kari... Huhu.. Memang laku. Nasib baik mi kuning yang kitorang beli tu cukup. 7kg mi habis ari tu. Karipap pun licin. Alhamdulillah, yang penting semua tamu yang datang dapat menikmati juadah yang disediakan.

Bezday Amir Isyraf sebenarnya pada 5 September yang lepas. On that particular day kami tak ada buat apa-apa untuk dia. So, kami ambil kesempatan ini untuk celebrate bezday dia sekali. Semoga anakanda mama ni akan menjadi anak yang soleh, bijak dan sentiasa di dalam rahmat Allah SWT.

Ucapan terima kasih untuk Ibu Mertua ku kerana sudi mengajar Eleanor masak Mi Kari dan karipap. Juga membantu kami semasa majlis Rumah Terbuka kami yang pertama sejak berpindah ke Kluang.

Terima kasih yang tidak terhingga pada Mak Long, Ila & family, Mak Ngah, Kak Ati & anak-anak, Mak Ude & family, Pak Andak sekeluarga, Moksu dan jiran-jiran yang sudi datang ke majlis kami yang tidak seberapa.

Hari Potensi Tabika KEMAS Daerah Kluang 2011

2011-09-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

Anakanda Eleanor yang sulong telah terpilih untuk menyertai pertandingan gerakrama Tabika KEMAS Daerah Kluang untuk mewakili Tabika KEMAS Permai. Pertandingan tersebut diadakan pada 20 September 2011 yang lalu di Dewan Serbaguna Chamek, Kluang.

Eleanor sekeluarga pergi juga ke sana untuk melihat anakanda kami ni. Tapi kami datang lambat sebab nak siapkan umah untuk Open House yang tak berapa nak open. So, tak dapat lah tengok Amir Irsyad jadi katak. Cuma dapat lihat dia ambil hadiah je. Parlimen Kluang dapat tempat ke-3 untuk acara gerakrama. Kat bawah ni adalah pic yang tak seberapa.

Hari Potensi Tabika KEMAS Daerah Kluang 2011

Aidilfitri 2011

2011-09-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua pembaca blog Eleanor. Ampun dan maaf dipinta andai kata ada isi kandung blog ni tak kena dengan 'taste' korang semua. Maaf juga jika ada terkasar bahasa. Baik yang sengaja juga tak sengaja.

Anyway, Raya tahun ni tak adalah meriah sangat buat Eleanor. Banyak perkara yang berlaku masa dua tiga hari gi nak raya. Tapi Eleanor masih lagi cuba untuk bergembira...

Raya pertama, kami di Simpang Renggam, rumah MIL. Pagi raya tu macam biasa lah, yang lelaki pergi sembahyang raya. Yang perempuan sibuk siapkan sarapan. Mana yang ada anak sibuk siapkan anak-anak. Bila semua dah settle barulah acara bermaaf-maafan. Abis je minta ampun, kami pergi menziarah kubur arwah FIL. Petang tu, kitorang pergi amik pic family kat kedai gambar.

Lepas bergambar, Eleanor, En. Hubby dan anak-anak pun bertolak ke Melaka untuk beraya ngan keluarga belah Eleanor plak. Sampai pun dah pukul 11 malam kot ari tu. Coz anak-anak ade yang muntah-muntah dan ada juga yang cirit-birit. Apa-apa pun kitorang selamat sampai..

Petang keesokan hari, kami pulang semula ke Kluang. Sekejap jer tahun ni raya kat Melaka. Hmm... Lupe plak...! My big THANKS buat Rock Head, Kak Ayu dan anak-anak kerana sudi datang ke rumah. Untuk Kak Shera, next time kita jumpa gi eh. Raya tahun ni tak dapat jumpa.

Untuk yang kawan-kawan yang lain, walaupun Eleanor tak datang beraya rumah korang tak bermakna Eleanor dah lupa kat korang tau...

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI"

Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows Part 2

2011-07-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hari ni kami pergi tengok Harry Potter 7 di MBO, Kluang Parasde. Hoho... Memandangkan Eleanor memang suka bangat ngan citer-citer yang magis nih, En. Hubby pun bawa la... Anak-anak pun ikut sekali.

En. Hubby kate memang best la citer dia.Walaupun de banyak sequal sampai 7, ceriter nye masih lagi menarik. Coz biasenye cerita yang de banyak sequal nih memula je best. Yang kemudia-kemudian tu dah makin x berapa nak best sangat. Eleanor pun setuju juga dengan pendapat En. Hubby tu.

En. Hubby, pasni nak belanje tengok cite pe plak?

Kembali ber'blog'...

2011-07-14T23:33:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera buat semua pembaca...

It has been a while sejak last update blog nih. Buat masa sekarang ni, life semakin baik secara perlahan-lahan... Alhamdulillah... walaupun banyak dugaan dan cabaran untuk menjadi suri rumah sepenuh masa ni. Dah genap setahun jadi full time housewife tapi masih lagi dalam proses menyesuaikan diri. Ada masa tu rindu juga nak bekerja semula.

Anyway, Eleanor percaya setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya. Selalu doa yang terbaik buat diri dan keluarga saya... Dah jadi mama sepenuh masa ni kene banyak bersabar juga ye... :-)

So, sekarang ni da de lappy baru... dah bleh la ber'blog' lagi. Tapi mungkin seminggu sekali kot baru update coz tenet guna prepaid... Ngah berjimat nih...

Till we meet again...

Anak-anak ku kini.

2011-03-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

Tahun ni Amir gi Tadika Kemas dekat dengan rumah. Mula-mula tu suka jer. Ni dah masuk bulan ke-3 dah mula buat hal. Panas gak ati nih kekadang bila kejut bangun pagi bukan main liat lagi. Keje sekolah pun dah mula tak nak buat.

Anyway, 10 Mac lepas Amir genap 5 tahun. Tok Mak dia belanja makan KFC. Maklumlah cucu-cucu dia memang suka makan ayam. Plus adalah kek kecik untuk dia makan coz Amir and sibs suka makan kek juga. Mane le tak bulat.

Now about Nadirah. She's 3 years old now. Masa birthday dia kitorg tak sempat nak celebrate coz kek diorang da makan dulu. Dah tak boleh tunggu lagi. Ingat nak celebrate malam. Bila Tok Mak dia sampai rumah malam tuh, kek dia dah tinggal 1/4 jek. 3/4 lagi da abis kene makan.

Isyraf pula dah pandai berjalan. Sekarang tengah nak bercakap pula.

Alhamdulillah... Setakat ni semuanya baik.

Aku Hari Ini.

2010-11-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Dah lama tak jengok blog ni. Rindu lak rasanye. Bukannye ape... sebab kat umah dah x de kemudahan nak bertenet gi. PC pun rosak. Ni pun numpang pc orang jap.

La ni Eleanor dah 6 bulan jadi housewife. Perasaan? Memula tuh rasa sedih gak la. Perancangan pun sangkut memanjang dek kerana tak de modal. Baru nak mula nyimpan.

Anyway, sorry la buat semua yang sentiasa menunggu entry baru. Nanti bila semua da selesai. Pc pun da ok. Tenet pun da de. Leh la Eleanor ber'blog' lagi yer.

Sekian wat masa ni.

Rasa Hati

2010-04-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

Peace in color by ~ruangimajiner from DeviantArt

Sorry geng. last week x de entry. So, ari ni pun actually x tau pe nak cite.

Just nak meluahkan rasa jer kot. Pagi ni hati rasa tenang. Macam la selama nih x tenang plak ek? Hehe.. Sebenonye mmg ati Eleanor x brape nak tenang lately disebabkan oleh macam-macam hal.

Lebih-lebih lagi bila lame sangat berjauhan ngan En. Hubby terchenta. Hati tu nak ATTENTION yang tidak berbelah bagi daripada dia. Tapi apa kan daya, dia busy memanjang. Tempat keje x cukup orang la. Itu la, ini la. Sudah nye semalam dia x jadi balik JB. Hati marah tidak lah terkate. Ikut ati mau jek den pecahkan cermin meja solek lam bilik tuh...

Akhirnya, Eleanor pun da x kose nak pk. So, wat x tau jer da la. Sebab kalo kite amik tau, dia tau kite nih amik kesah kan dia. Now, wat x kesah je. Dia nak balik ke, x ke? Apa den mati ke kalo dia x de..? Peace yer... :D

Considering Cloth Diaper..

2010-04-09T12:02:00.008+08:00

Uhm... Cloth diaper. Video kat atas tuh de cite sket2 cane nak pilih Cloth Diaper. Kite share sesame eh.

Sekarang ni Eleanor ngah memikirkan tentang cloth diaper. Rasa macam nak guna cloth diaper untuk Isy nanti. Memandangkan Yaya da pun 2 tahun. So, plan nye nak toilet train Yaya bila Eleanor da mula dok umah. Tinggal Isy jer yang nak kene pakai diaper sebab dia pun baru masuk 7 bulan.

Sekarang ni tengah survey2 harga dan brand. Nampaknye ade macam2 brand kalo search cloth diaper kat internet nih. Ade Coolababy, Babyland, KS and etc. Harga pun de macam2 dari yang murah semurah RM30 sekeping CD sampai la yang harganye lebih daripada RM31.

Fikir punya fikir, banyak pula nak kene modal untuk CD nih. Tapi untuk long term memang tak dapat dinafikan lah memang jimat yang amat. Gi mana ini?

Rancang Masa Depan?

2010-04-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

Pic from Photobucket by pinkpixistix123

Mengikut perancangan selepas berhenti keje ni nak jual kuih-muih or nasi lemak. Tumpang kat kedai orang ke or buka satu stall kat carwash tu. Atau kedua-duanya sekali? Hmm...

Masalahnye sekarang ialah... Kuih ape yang nak dijual tu? Karipap? Apam? Kuih ape? Ermm.. kuih pe yg pandai buat? Seingat den, den cuma pernah wat kek marble dan kek coklat jek. Pastu biskut raya. Haha.. kuih-kuih lain lom pernah gi. Huhu...

Lagi satu, kul bape pagi nak kene bangun start wat kuih ni agaknye? Kalo tambahan nasi lemak or mi goreng ker caner la plak eh?

Pikir punya pikir... Banyak juga yang perlu di'arrange'kan ni nanti. Especially MASA. Harap takkan lari dari tujuan asal berenti keje iaitu untuk memberi perhatian penuh pada anak-anak. Nak kena FOKUS betul-betul nih.

Laziness Strucked

2010-04-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

Nape ni? Kemalasan telah melanda.

Malas nak pergi kerja. Mood pun tak de. Eww... teruk nyer. Siap leh termenung kat atas katil lgi sampai kul 8 pagi. Pastu baru nak gi mandi... Haha. Lom sempat sampai bilik air singgah dulu duduk kat sofa. Pas 10 minit baru gi mandi. Siap2 jer da kul 8.30 pagi.

Keluarkan Cik Karisma and panaskan enjin dulu. Sementara itu, meh kite duduk2 sambil dengar Sinar.fm.

Akhirnya sampai ke opis kul 9.11 pagi. Baru la warm-up untuk memulakan kerja harian. *Sigh* Camni lah bila "Laziness Strucked" me... Hoho.

Clash Of The Titans

2010-04-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

Ooo.. Terlupe lak nak story td. Semalam En. Hubby balik ke JB tapi tak bawa anak-anak skali. Kononnye nak mengemas barang-barang la. Kan nak pindah ke Kluang. Hoho... tapi lain lak jadi nyer.

Lepas jek abis keje kitorg pun ber'dating'. Ahakz... Dating tuh. Huhu... Tetiba dia kate nak tengok cite "Clash of the Titans". So, dari Jusco Permas Jaya kononnye nak mintak kotak dari kawan dia. Kitorg pun bertolak le ke Jusco Tebrau City. Kat situ de TGV. Lom penah gi tengok wayang kat TGV. Malang nye, tiket sold out le plak.

Akhirnya, dapat gak kitorang tengok cite ni kat GSC Pelangi Leisure Mall. Boleh la... Haha... Janji dapat tengok kan.

Personally, Eleanor rasa cam de yg kureng ngan citer nih tapi tak dapat nak di pastikan ape-ke-benda-nye yg kureng itu. Well, another story about demi god this year selepas Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. De action but still something is missing. Agaknye kalo dia pakai Uma Thurman jadi Medusa cam dalam cite Percy Jakcson tu mesti best kot? Secara keseluruhannya, OK lah juga.

Hehe... Neway, nak komen bebanyak lom pandai sangat. Ni je kot stakat nih... :D

Kebosanan

2010-04-06T15:37:00.004+08:00

Ewww... Entah la kenapa terasa amatlah bosannya sekarang ini. Bukannye x de keje kat opis nih. De belambak. Oleh kerana apa yg berlaku didalam kompeni ni amat la mendukacitakan... jadinye kite pun da semakin malas.

Sebab apa? Huhu... sebab ape yer? Sebab kite da tau pe yg kite buat x kan memberikan apa2 effect yg positif pun. It's the end. It will merge and the contract staff still akan terus di 'terminate'. Rasa nye dia nak tutup terus kot kompeni nih. Nak tutup ckp je la nak tutup. X yah la nak ckp 'consolidated' la, 'merge' la and what-so-ever words la yg sewaktu dengan nye.

Boring betul bile cite pasal keje nih... Coz da x best. Ari2 datang pun sbb terpaksa jer. Haha... tambahan pula da dekat tarikh tamat tender. Baik pk pasal rancangan nak wat kuih tu sume. Lagi le bagus, kan?

Weekend yg membosankan.

2010-04-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

Minggu nih x dpt balik Simpang Renggam untuk bersama ngan anak-anak atas sebab2 tertentu. Kalo orang yg da lame kenal Eleanor mesti dah tau sbb ape x balik minggu ni. Hehe..

X rindu ke? Hoho.. pasal rindu nih jgn cite la. Ibu mane yg x rindu kat yang oiii aii...

Tp semlm dapat gak jumpe Meme jap sbb ibu mertua ku itu ikut mak sedara En. Hubby ke Majlis Maulud Pos kat Larkin. So, dorang singgah jap untuk tumpang salin baju. Dapat le jumpe Meme. Meme jek tau. Yg lain dia x bawa. Tinggal ngan Mak Ngah dorang. Kesiannye la anok2 den tuh. :(

X pe.. X pe... Mama de lagi 19 ari je nak keje. Pastu Mama lak yg jaga eh.

Life's Like WHOA.

2010-04-04T15:37:00.001+08:00

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5 perkembangan Meme, Yaya & Isy.

2010-04-02T23:54:00.002+08:00

Baca-baca lik entry blog yg lame-lame. Tetibe terperasan cam x de entry tentang anak-anak. Neway, sorry kengkawan... no real pics of my family will be in my blog.

Meme:

Dah genap 4 tahun masa 10/3 yg lepas.
Sudah x sabar-sabar nak gi skolah. (Actually, dr dia umur 2 tahun lebih da sibuk nak gi skolah.)
Pandai memujuk bila tau org marah kat dia.
Looks like he likes camera. (Pandai posing pun ye gak.)
Pantang orang nak pinjam mainan dia. Tapi dia leh main mainan orang lain.

Yaya:

Genap 2 tahun masa 18/2.
X leh kalo orang x bg pe yg dia nak. (Lebih tul anak dare nih.)
Kuat marah tp very cute. (Menurun ke temper den nih kat dia?)
Suka gigit orang but lately nih nampak cam da kurang lak.
Paling lama nyusu badan. (Agaknye tu pasal manje dia len macam jek.)

Isy:

Akan genap 7 bulan 5/4 nih.
Last checkup berat da 8kg.
Dah pandai meniarap dan dah nak merangkak.
Ramai yg kate muka dia sepesen jek cam abang dia, Meme, masa kecik. (1 cetak.)
Skang nih da pandai nangis jerit2 kalo lambat bagi susu.

So, diatas tu adalah sedikit sebanyak tentang anak-anak Eleanor. X dapat nak cite byk pun coz diorg x tinggal ngan Eleanor. Tunggu la sikit masa lagi kay... Daa...

Den Dapat Award???

2010-04-02T15:23:00.001+08:00

Fuyyoo... Macam x percaya. Lom pernah gi dapat award selama nih. Memeang da lame de blog tp dulu private. La ni saje "public" kan sbb nak cari ramai kawan.

Award ni Eleanor terima daripada kawan baik yang eleanor kenal masa study di kolej dulu. My classmate, roommate, house mate dan juga officemate masa praktikal di ICT Selangor... Ita.

Ita, terima kasih bebanyak yek...

Syarat2 terima award ni ialah:
1) Thank & link to the person who gave you the award. DONE

2) Pass this award to 12 blogger's you've recently discovered and think are fantastic.

Cerita.Hidup.Aku by Munira Hardy.
Our Bundle Of Joy by Catlina
Purple Light by Huda
Warkah Dari Mama by Syahida Yep
Warna-warni Kehidupan by Sharina Azlan
Eynda's Diary by Eynda
Ten Little Fingers by E.B. Ezrin
Kau Tercipta Untuk Ku by Anje a.k.a Mama Aqish
Something Wonderful by Mimie Fazira
Aida's Home Sweet Home by Aida Hanafiah
In The Name Of Love... by Harlinda Halim
Comel by Zaidah

3) Contact and let them know they've won the award..

CABUTAN BERTUAH MYBABYSHOPONLINE

2010-04-01T00:08:00.007+08:00

This time nak cuba join CABUTAN BERTUAH MYBABYSHOPONLINE.

Mane la tau kot leh dapat hadiah ke.

Syarat-syaratnye adalah seperti yang tertera di bawah ini:

1) Terbuka kepada semua bloggers tak kira lelaki ke perempuan;

2) Buat 1 entry khas bertajuk Cabutan Bertuah MYBABYSHOPONLINE; DONE

3) letak banner di side bar anda dan link kan ke thread ni DONE

4) Mestilah dan wajib jadi follower 2 blog ini

http://mybabyshoponline.blogspot.com/ dan http://permatabonda08.blogspot.com/ (sebab nak bagi hadiah untuk follower kan) DONE

5) Tarikh tutup adalah 04 aPRIL 2010, jam 1.00 am)

6) Letakkan Nama anda di sini (ruangan komen), dan bagi link direct ke entry yang telah anda buat...

Oleh itu, marilah kite join cabutan bertuah ni beramai-ramai...

1 Family...

2010-03-31T20:48:00.004+08:00

Sejak-sejak da tender resign nih terasa malas la plak nak pergi kerja. Walaupun cuma tinggal 23 ari je lagi. Hati ni asyik teringat kat bebudak. Tak sabar rasa nak tinggal bersama sebagai sebuah keluarga yg lengkap. Lengkap maksudnya Mama, Abah, Meme, Yaya dan Isy tinggal bersama-sama di dalam sebuah rumah.

Mesti ade yang hairan kan. Ape selame ni x dok serumah ke? Haha... Camni, memandang kami de masalah financial yg amat lah kritikal dan Abah nye plak keje di Kluang. Makanya, anak2 pula diasuh oleh ibu mertua ku di Simpang Renggam. Eleanor pula tinggal dan bekerja di Johor Bahru. Sedih betul...

Setelah pelbagai macam perkara yg tidak di ingini berlaku. Hatiku sudah tidak boleh tahan lagik. Lalu ku meletak jawatan.

Rancangannya lepas tender nih nak meniaga la kecik2. Nak cuba wat kuih-muih, nasi lemak, mi goreng dan hantar ke kedai2 or tumpang kat org.

Eleanor juga berharap satu ari nnt boleh jadi WAHM. Tengah cari2 ape yg leh wat secara online nih. Semoga apa yg dirancang akan diberkati.

Apabila Tidak Berduit.

2010-03-30T16:30:00.005+08:00

Hidup di dunia.. Ada masanya kita akan berada di bawah, ada masanya kita akan berada diatas. Di kala itu, barulah kite tau siapa mereka yg akan berada disisi bila kite susah dan siapa yg akan tinggalkan kite masa kite susah.

Daripada pengalaman Eleanor sendiri la. Bila kite betul2 susah, orang yg terdekat pun belom tentu nak pandang muka kite. Bila datang je rumah sume da mula wat2 muka. Haha.. pe nak buat kan. Sampai satu tahap, anak2 yg jadi mangsa. Sekali terjadi masih ok lagi. Bila terjadi kali yg ke-2, mulut pun da mula nak menyumpah seranah. That is when I decided untuk resign dan jadi ibu sepenuh masa.

Bila kite x berduit, orang yg terdekat ngan kite pun akan mengambil kesempatan. Ambil kesempatan yg macam mana? Hmm... Mula2 dia akan kate dia nak tolong kite. Lepas tuh, dia akan mula la mengungkit dan sebagainya tentang pertolongan nye itu. Which means "cakap x serupa bikin".

So, pengalaman ni mmg amat berharga buat Eleanor dan juga satu pengajaran yg tak mungkin Eleanor akan lupe dunia dan akhirat.

It's DONE...

2010-03-25T19:56:00.002+08:00

Ape yang "done" nye? Mungkin few people dah tau what I've done.

Yeap.. saya telah pun tender resignation to the manager. Saya ulangi sekali lagi ya. Surat perletakkan jawatan saya telah pun dihantar.

Dalam hati ni, perasaan bercampur baur la pulak. Senang hati coz bakal jaga anak-anak sendiri. No maid dan tak perlu mengharapkan bantuan orang lain. Tapi dalam pada itu, ada juga rasa takut, bimbang dan risau. Ye la, selama ni anak-anak orang lain yang asuh. Rasa macam parenting knowledge x cukup lagi. Boleh ke ni?

Mama Tak Sihat.

2010-03-24T12:27:00.003+08:00

On leave 2 hari lepas dan memang tak sempat nak buat apa-apa entry for these few days coz balik Muar.

To be honest, mama saya sakit kene buatan orang. Sekarang keadaannya memang sangat tidak baik. Last Monday, Abah dan adik2 lain bawa mama pergi berubat dengan Ustaz Ismail Kamus di Gombak. Tapi that Devil still tak mau keluar sbb tuan dia da kunci dia inside my mother. Next 2 weeks kene datang balik.

So, sorry la yer kengkawan. I might not have time to update the blog but I'll update when I have the time kay.

It's Decided.

2010-03-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

Apa yang dah di decide yek? Hmm.. Eleanor decided untuk berhenti kerja. I think this is the best untuk anak-anak. No more pushing them around macam bola. Kejap kat sana jap gi kat sini. Rasanye dah cukup la kitorg ni diperkotak-katikkan oleh mereka-mereka itu.

So, lepas ni we'll settle things on our own. Kitorg tak menyusahkan diorg and diorg pun tak perlu nak sibuk-sibuk menyusahkan kitorg lak. Fair and square.

More over, some people masih tak tau kepentingan "informing". Tak kira la yang tua ke yang muda ke. Same saje. Haha... Salah ke kalo inform dulu kitorang ni kalo nak ke mana-mana? Hahaha...

Anak-anak Tak Sihat.

2010-03-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

Kesiannya bila anak-anak semua x sihat hari ni. Baby pun demam juga. Paling teruk baby pun selsema dan batuk. Aisy.. kesian betul.

Malam, diorg susah nak tido dan dah tentu la sebagai ibu kite pun x senang nak tido. Yang dah 2 atau 3 tahun tu ok la lagi kalo sakit. Tapi baby bila sakit.. Da la baby lom tau pe-pe...

Yang penting, sume dah dibawa ke klinik. Harap anak-anak mama ni semua cepat sembuh.

Kenapa Susah Sangat Nak Buat Pinjaman?

2010-03-11T14:58:00.003+08:00

Saya sangat hairan. Kenapa orang lain yang sama kompeni boleh buat loan di Bank Rakyat sedangkan saya tak boleh? Kompeni ni adalah anak syarikat kepada sebuah Syarikat Holding yang tersenarai di 2nd board. Kenapa bila tanye org bank dia kate x panel? Bila tanya HR kate panel. Siap diorg kate diorg wat kat Bank Rakyat Putrajaya, Tmn Melawati OK jer.

Apa ni? Adakah kerana gaji saya yg bekerja sebagai kuli yg x sampai RM1300 ni yang menjadi penyebabnye? Kenapa kene ikut orang yg kat bank? Kalo dia kata boleh, boleh la. Kalo dia kate tak boleh, tak boleh la. Takkan la saya nak kena pergi ke Putrajaya sane semata-mata nak wat loan? Hilang akal ke pe?

Iskh.. sangat lah geramnye saya ni.

Family Planning.

2010-03-10T17:24:00.002+08:00

Semalam hari terakhir makan pil perancang Regulon tu. Ni tengah tunggu bila nak period. Start makan pil baru ni 17 Feb lepas.

Selain tu, ni tengah pk samada nak berehenti makan Regulon ni ke tidak. Sebabnye? Haih.. Sebabnye sejak makan pil nih temper den nih semacam jek. Benda kecik pun leh jadi besar. Cam tsunami dah jadinyer. Haha... En. Hubby kate terpulang lah pada diri sendiri. Nak macam mana? Atau mungkin just tukar jer pada jenis pil perancang yang lain.

Payah juga nih. Kang kalo tak makan mengandung lagi. Nanti sume bising lagi. Hahaha... Akan di decide juga nanti nih.

Proposal En. Hubby.

2010-03-09T20:50:00.004+08:00

Berbalik kepada proposal En. Hubby. Dia nak Eleanor berhenti kerja dan menjadi suri rumah tangga sepenuh masa andaikata bisnes yang sedang dirancang menjadi kenyataan.

Hmm... Susah juga nak buat keputusan ni.

Eleanor bercadang nak bagi En. Hubby tempoh beberapa bulan untuk memastikan kami mempunyai backup untuk kemudian hari sebelum mengambil keputusan berhenti kerja. Berniaga ni ada masa kita untung, ada masanya kita akan rugi. Kalau da ada backup siap-siap mungkin takkan mengganggu kehidupan seharian. Betul tak?

Secara jujurnya, Eleanor sangat suka dengan proposal ni. Dapat lah Eleanor menjaga anak-anak sendiri dan tak perlu risau tentang mereka apabila di jaga oleh orang lain. Anak-anak pun akan mempunyai banyak masa untuk bersama Mama mereka.

Whatever it is, Eleanor harap apa yang dirancang oleh En. Hubby akan berjalan dengan lancar. Semoga berjaya.

A Proposal To Think Of...

2010-03-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

A proposal eh? Actually the proposal came from Mr. Hubby. He'll be handling a car wash sooner or later and he would like to have me and children with him there. If possible, he would like me to quit my job and take care of our children by myself.

Honestly, I kind of like the proposal. But there are still few things that will always hold me back. Our financial problem is my main concern. Since he is handling a business. You know, business... Sometimes you're on top of the world and there is time you will be down below.

I think I should let him run the business about 6 months or perhaps a year. Then, I will decide whether to quit or not to quit.

Aaargh... So hard to make a decision. I mean the RIGHT one.

Purple Light 1st Giveaway

2010-03-06T19:56:00.006+08:00

Lets join the Purple Light 1st Giveaway.

Click here for the terms & condition to enter the Purple Light Giveaway.
This giveaway end on 15th March 2010, 10:oo PM.

A Stressful Week

2010-03-06T14:00:00.003+08:00

This week is so stressful for me. Just get back to my senses yesterday.

A lot have happened during this week. Be it in the office or to my family and also myself. It seems everything happened in one big shot so, it is hard for me coz I am always alone. I don't think I have friends near me. Most of them are so far away. KL, Shah Alam, Muar and etc. Some of them are my colleague and few of them are used to be my housemate and classmate.

A fight with my dear is the result of what I've been keeping all these days. But it turn out to be okay after he let me throw out all my tantrum. I think, I am so lucky that he's a very patience person. If not, I don't know what will happen to us now.

As for in the office, things are turning worst. They are restructuring again and I hope this time everything will get better than it used to be. The bad thing is they are freezing all the out going parts and this affect our daily field jobs. Our engineer can't go to user's place blindly without anything in-hand. Go there just to show their face? Come on la. Be more professional man..!

Whatever it is, I know everything happen for a reason and there's always something good behind it. Lets just pray that everything will be in place just like what we want it to be. May Allah bless all of us.

I am SHOCKED.

2010-02-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

Shocked with the news on Utusan Malaysia today. Pity the baby. Wonder what were they thinking? It is sad to see the picture of the child. Ants are all over the body.

So not human. Doing that to an innocent child. Also not an animal... but a MONSTER.

Tiring Weekdays

2010-02-06T08:06:00.003+08:00

Hmm... So tired this week. Office is moving to Damansara Aliff. Not that I don't wanna move there. It's just the way our management do things that I don't like. They think we can move with just a blink of the eyes. They haven't had a discussion with the other dept yet. Also haven't decide how they want to do with the accounts yet. New office in Damansara Aliff is very beautiful. Very well renovated but the space is very small.

Yesterday, I heard they wanna make a Service Centre out of it. Are they out of their mind? With that small spaces and we are operating in a small store space.

It seems like nothing is changed since our first and the last Team Building in 2007. Funny, asking about our issues and nothing had ever been done.

Tired of packing all the things. Now, my body is aching and they are giving nothing. My salary? Haven't touch RM1300 yet for this last 6 years. Seems they can't provide me what I need. Maybe I should go somewhere else. Who knows I might be lucky.

New Year: 2010

2010-01-01T20:55:00.001+08:00

It's new year today,
A brand new chapter begin,
Wondering what will it be.

Me, today...

2009-11-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

It's a tiring day. With all the work and my 3 children. Getting tired and a great headache.

Thinking about the loans that I haven't or I can say I can't afford to pay anymore.

At this moment, I also think about the method I'd like to use for our family planning. Even though he don't approve it, I think I should take something.

Maybe I shouldn't listen to him too much cause in the end it's always me suffering. There are times I don't think I can take it anymore. Too tired and too much to think about.

LAGU UNTUKMU

2009-11-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

This is one of my favorite song sing by Meet Uncle Hussain.

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini takkan berubah kerna

Aku tetap aku dan alur hidup mu bukanlah aku
Guna hati akal dan fikiranku
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Adakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan

Yang dikawal oleh jari jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup-cukuplah oh cukuplah
Guna hati akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan

Berbeza berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa

Bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan

Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai disini sahaja
Hubungan kita berdua

Tentang Wanita(Kajian Tajul Muluk)

2009-06-09T07:48:00.003+08:00

I've tried this quiz in facebook.com and it came out like below:

Ili telah menggunakan Tentang Wanita(Kajian Tajul Muluk)!
Keputusannya adalah seperti berikut :

Anda dilahirkan pada 15 Mei 1981, Jumaat.

Wanita yang lahir pada hari ini tabiatnya berani menentang suami. Bangga diri, suka berbelanja, suka dipuji, suka bergaul dan suka melakukan perkara yang berbahaya dan sia-sia. Bersemangat waja, pandai simpan rahsia, tidak suka mengaku kesalahan sendiri.

Dalam soal kewangan, bersikap boros dan tidak pandai menyimpan harta demi masa depan. Cintanya sejati dan tidak mudah berubah, cuma kadangkala tidak telus. Seksualnya sangat istimewa, menyeronokkan, penuh kelembutan tetapi tidak suka dipaksa.

I wonder if it's TRUE...???

Gained 2.5 kg.

2009-05-28T10:31:00.001+08:00

I gain 2.5 kg today. The nurse suspect I have diabetic problem. Do make the sugar blood test the next following day. I hope nothing bad is going to happen again.

5th Month of Pregnancy

2009-05-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

I gained 1.5 kg this time and I hope that I will keep on gaining it. It is not a good thing if I lose weight at this moment. The nurse will make noise and make me more tension.

Hope everything will be fine.

The Road Of Life

2009-05-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

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2009-04-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

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Me Today ...

2009-04-20T11:53:00.004+08:00

It' sucks... Haha... Tired, bored, heartache, pregnant and all I got was only more and more and more trouble. Nothing else than that.

All this people is driving me crazy. I don't understand why some people can't talk even to ask for permission from others. It hurts a lot when we heard a lot of bad things happen while we're not there. I wonder why? But they can talk, laugh and discuss anything with others especially their family friends for example. Especially with new in-laws-to-be family. Haha... Maybe that is how they do things. This is the 2nd time things like this happen and it really makes me sooooo mad and sick of it.

Everything is mixed up like a big dough... Hoho...

Hope all this thingy will end asss sssoooonnnnn aassss posssiiiibbbleeeeee... Really hate this feeling.

Nasi Ayam (Express)

2009-04-17T13:10:00.003+08:00

Nasi

600 ml Air
2 ketul Kiub Ayam (Knorr/Maggi)
500 gram Beras
2 camca besar Margerin/mentega

Bahan A:

2 ulas Bawang Putih, dicincang halus
5 cm Halia, dicincang halus
1 helai Daun pandan

Cara-caranya:
1. Dalam periuk nasi, panaskan margerin dan tumiskan bahan A hingga wangi.
2. Masukkan beras yang telah siap dibasuh, air dan kiub ayam.
3. Tanak nasi seperti biasa.

Kuah Cili

5 batang cili merah
1 biji limau kasturi
1 biji bawang
gula
garam

Thinking about myself today...

2009-04-17T12:49:00.004+08:00

I am quite disappointed with my current job right now. Been working for 6 years with only 1 time team building training. It's very frustrating. No training, no OT and no other allowance. Only medical benefits but not included with dental clinic.

For a diploma holder to work at this position, it's quite frustrating. Still, looking for a new job is my only option at this moment. But what kind of jobs can I do? Working as a some sort of clerk cum receptionist cum customer service cum cleaner, I don't get the skills I think I need for a better career change. Looks like my Computer Science (IT) diploma is nothing for today's jobs. Forgot most of the things I learn while doing my diploma years ago.

And now, I am a mother of 2 and coming soon the 3rd child. I thought it's late to look for a great jobs experience. But, I do hope I will get the chance to switch my career sooner or later.

Today, I'm doing everything I can for my children s' future. It's hard and I still keep moving forward.

Today...

2009-04-14T12:59:00.003+08:00

It's been quite a long time since I last type something here. It's been the most difficult time I'm going through at this moment. I feel so hopeless and I can't even predict what will my future look like.

I am 4 month+ pregnant now and the due date might be on 09-09-2009. Can feel the baby is kicking now. It was an unexpected pregnancy. Still, I can't resist it. The morning sickness already gone away. Only have problem with my weight only. Last checkup my weight dropped 0.5kg from 64.5kg.

Whatever it is I hope it'll get better soon.

Cari hatimu...

2009-03-26T10:52:00.001+08:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Toothache....

2009-03-23T16:30:00.001+08:00

I went to the dentist again today. It seems the pain is killing me. Can't event sleep at night. Today is the 3rd time there.

At last, I'm losing a tooth. So sad. Can't do anything about it since the doctor only give me 2 options. Eat the painkiller (paracetamol) or get rid of the bad tooth. I've been eating the paracetamol for more than 1 week now. I don't think it's good for my baby. So, I chose to get rid of the tooth.

Event after get rid of the tooth I am still in pain. Tension... Can't stand the pain anymore.

Moksu's Chocolate Cake Recipe

2009-02-11T12:45:00.003+08:00

1 cup cocoa
1 cup sugar
1 cup condense milk
1 cup cooking oil
1 cup hot boiled water
2 cup flour
4 eggs
3 caps of essence vanilla
1 teaspoon bicarbonate
1 teaspoon baking powder

1. Add cocoa & sugar into the hot boiled water. Stir until it mix well.
2. Then, add all the other ingredients and mix it.
3. Steam it for 45 minutes.

2nd Pregnancy Checkup

2009-02-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

I when to Klinik Desa Kempas today for my monthly pregnancy's checkup. Everything is quite ok for the time being. My weight dropped to 64 kg from 65 kg. The red blood is 13.4. Only not sure of the due date yet.

The doctor gave me an appointment on the 5th March for scanning. It's to determine the due date.

A Trip to KL during CNY holiday...

2009-01-30T17:46:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, we went to Keramat AU2 to meet with my MIL. Actually, we went there to take my MIL back to Simpang Renggam after the 'hantar tanda' thingy. In the end, we end up following them to the 'majlis hantar tanda' which was held on 25th Jan 2009.

After the event, we went to Cheras to see my darling's Mak Itam.

On the 26th, Pak Itam took us to Sungai Gabai Waterfall. Amir really like it. He always ask us to take him to 'mandi laut'. Hehe... I just sit there and watched them 'mandi' waterfall.

A lot of things I would like to do while I'm in KL. But all the plans I had in mind was ruined. Hmmm...

I am pregnant??

2009-01-22T15:20:00.004+08:00

Umh... I missed 1 menstrual and I've done the urine test 3-4 times to make sure that I'm not pregnant again.

Last few weeks I was ill and I went to see a doctor. My darling told the doctor about my menstrual problem. I do another urine test that cost me RM30. It's too expensive to me. Still my darling wants me to do it and the results did shocked me. It's positive and I can't remember my last menstrual date. Need to do a scan to determine the due date.

At this moment, I still keep it secret from Mama and Abah. I just don't know how to answer them if they ask a tricky questions like my study?? Hmm... I think, I'll just let it be.

Anyway, I'll just keep on moving forward.

Moksu's Chocolate Cake

2009-01-19T17:11:00.002+08:00

I baked a chocolate cake recently using Moksu's recipe. Hehe... It turned out ok to me. At least, it could eased my craved for a cake.

My Darling like it fresh from the oven. My children like it both.

Maybe I'll snap a pic of the cake if I bake it again. Later, I'll post the recipe on the blog.

Year 2009

2008-12-30T16:02:00.002+08:00

New year is just around the corner. Although, today is already a new year for the muslim calendar.

I wish to leave all the bad memories in year 2008 behind and never look back. Need to work harder to survive in year 2009.

Always pray for the best for all of us in the year 2009.

Everything happens for a Reason

2008-12-05T09:05:00.001+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life

and you know right away

that they were meant to be there

to serve some sort of purpose,

teach you a lesson or help figure out who

you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be

but you lock eyes with them, you know that

very moment that they will affect your life

in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you

at the time that may seem horrible,

painful and unfair, but in reflection

you realize that without overcoming

those obstacles you would never realize

your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or

by means of luck.

Illness, love, lost moments of true

greatness and sheer stupidity all

occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests,

life would be like a smoothly paved,

straight, flat road to nowhere safe

and comfortable but dull and

utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life.

The successes and downfalls that you

experience can create whom you are,

and the bad experiences can be

learned from.

In fact they are probably the most

poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or

breaks your heart, forgive them

because they have helped you learn about

trust and the importance of being cautious

to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them

back unconditionally,

not only because they love you, but

also because they are teaching you

to love and open your heart

and eyes to little things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate everything that you possibly can,

for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never

talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free

and set your sights high.

Hold your head up because you have

every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual

and believe in yourself,

for if you don't believe in yourself,

no one else will believe in you.

Create your own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe
has made a difference in your life!

"If you take your eyes off your

goals, all you see is obstacles."

10 June 2007

Whatever..!!

2008-11-12T17:50:00.003+08:00

Life.. life.. life...

Last Sunday, I went to my cousin's wedding. Yeah, but I can't see her face as she'll make me hate her more and more each day. I've a bunch of reasons to hate her face. So, why in the world would I bother to go to her wedding?? Her mother.. I pity her mother... That's why I am there at that day.

Thinking.. thinking... thinking...

2008-10-13T17:09:00.003+08:00

Haha... I am still thinking about my Darling's project? To be a Revell stokist. It might be mine too.

Abang Bad suggest us to open a shop as there is no stokist in Simpang Renggam and there are quite a lot of Revell's product user there. It's just that they don't want to travel far just to get the products in Kluang.

I am thinking of being a mobile stokist first. Later on we'll upgrade it if it is a money-spinner.

My younger bro, Idris, told me to open a computer shop. It's also a very good idea as we're all computer literate. My father also good at repairing computers. He said maybe we could collaborate and make it as a family business. Well, we do need a lot of funds to open a computer shop. Also need a supplier to supply the computer parts. After that, we need to think on how to make income which means we need a project to get incomes every months and every years.

I am also thinking of opening a bakery shop? Or maybe I could sell my Marble cake online? Uncle Razak really likes the Marble cake I made. Hehe... I did give his daughter my recipe. But he still crave for my Marble cake.

Hmm... Stil thinking, thinking and thinking...

Deep inside me..

2008-10-10T15:40:00.003+08:00

I felt frustrated... I've tried... I strived to change our life still it's like this..

I'm bored... Tired... Disappointed... Depressed...

Lucky me to have a friend who can listen...

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TORH: Ili dear, getting depressed because of money is okay, since 95% of the people in the world is having the same situation.

TORH: Be grateful that you are not being jailed for debt problem..!

TORH: Syukur that you still alive, kicking and having the family with you.

TORH: Just imagine there are people who have to sell their children for a bowl of rice.

TORH: Or couple who is childless for more than 13 years..?

TORH: All, have the same purpose in life...

TORH: it is to get on living.

TORH: How, that's depend to the individual.

TORH: Some may do the hard way, some may get the easy ones.

My 2008 Hari Raya.

2008-10-08T18:43:00.006+08:00

Started working today after a long Hari Raya holiday. Malas betul rasenyer. Felt sooo tired. Working like hell before Hari Raya. Tidy the house, rearrange the kitchen cabinets, cooking the dishes for Raya and more.

During Raya, we need to visit all of my IL relatives. Can't even miss one accept for my side. Feel a bit sad to think about it.

There's a phrase that I'll never forget this Raya cause it hurts my feeling.I heard it about 3 to 4 times on the 6th day of Raya.

A quote to share..

2008-10-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

Here is a quote I found in a novel I've read. I just want to share it with others. Think about it okay...

" Cinta tidak indah selepas berkahwin kerana manisnya sudah diambil sewaktu di alam percintaan.

Ada orang mengambil sikit-sikit, ada orang mengambil kesemuanya. Jadi apabila manisnya sudah tiada, apa lagi yang hendak dinikmati?

Kemudian, kalau sewaktu bercinta semuanya sudah ditanyakan, jadi setelah berkahwin, tidak ada apa-apa lagi yang hendak ditanyakan. Semuanya sudah diketahui. Takkanlah hendak ditanya perkara yang sudah tahu? Lama-lama rumahtangga menjadi sunyi dan sepi." ~ Dr. Tuah

Raya Raya Raya...!

2008-10-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haha... As usual, everything is not going as in our schedule.

Today, we went to Shah Alam to Aunty Ika's house. She is organizing a Kenduri Doa Selamat for Izzati as she is going to further her studies in Egypt.

A friend is coming over...

2008-10-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

Today, we're going back to my hometown, Muar. All of my cousins were already back to Subang Jaya. Only Uncle Chik, cousin Nisha, Aunty Tunn & Atok is waiting for us. You know, we hardly meet these days and Hari Raya is the only day we could meet all of our cousins, aunties, uncles and Atok.

Actually, they were waiting to meet the little ones. Hehe...

My colleague, Azlan is coming down from Melaka with his sweetheart. We had a really nice chat and mostly were about our work.

Thank you, Azlan & Kak Ayu.

2nd Day Raya.

2008-10-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

My Darling is still working till 10 pm and I took care of my children at home. Need to pack all the children's needs to go back to our hometown. Couldn't pack anything untill my Baby is back home.

We're going back to his mother's place first this year.

1st Day Raya.

2008-10-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

I am celebrating my Eid Mubarak in Johor Bahru with my own family as my heartknob is working on the 1st & 2nd day of the Eid Mubarak. We've celebrated in JB for the 2nd year now.

He did help me cutting all the vegetables needed for the menu he wants. As usual on the 1st day of the Eid, he like to eat ketupat, lodeh, rendang, sambal kacang & ayam masak merah.

At night, after my heartknob finish his work, his friends will come over to our house. Hehe... It's not happening celebrate Eid Mubarak in a big city as all the citizen were celebrating it at their own hometown.

Amir's Baju Melayu Teluk Belanga...

2008-09-29T16:02:00.001+08:00

Amir's "Baju Melayu". Almost done... Need to sew the colar only.

The "Baju Melayu" I sew...

2008-09-29T15:58:00.001+08:00

Almost done...

Dear Niz,

2008-09-23T11:52:00.004+08:00

THINKING OUT OF THE BOX

2008-09-20T12:48:00.000+08:00

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Q. How can you drop a raw egg onto a concrete floor without cracking it?

A. Concrete floors are very hard to crack!

**********

Q. If it took eight men ten hours to build a wall, how long would it take four men to build it?

A. No time at all it is already built.

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Q. If you had three apples and four oranges in one hand and four apples and three oranges in the other hand, what would you have?

A. Very large hands. (Good one)

**********

Q. How can you lift an elephant with one hand?

A. It is not a problem, since you will never find! An elephant with one hand.

**********

Q. How can a man go eight days without sleep?

A. No Probs , He sleeps at night.

**********

Q. If you throw a red stone into the blue sea what it will become?

A. It will Wet or Sink as simple as that.

**********

Q. What looks like half apple ?

A : The other half.

**********

Q. What can you never eat for breakfast ?

A : Lunch and Dinner.

**********

Q. What happened when wheel was invented ?

A : It caused a revolution.

**********

Q. Bay of Bengal is in which state?

A : Liquid

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ONE EXTRA SHOT

Interviewer said "I shall either ask you ten easy questions or one really difficult question.

Think well before you make up your mind!" The boy thought for a while and said, "my choice is one really difficult question."

"Well, good luck to you, you have made your own choice! Now tell me this.

"What comes first, Day or Night?"

The boy was jolted into reality as his admission depends on the correctness of his answer, but he thought for a while and said, "It's the DAY sir!"

"How" the interviewer asked,

"Sorry Sir, you promised me that you will not ask me a SECOND difficult question!"

**********

If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys

2008-09-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

Failure ???

2008-09-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

Kasih sayang mengikut bulan lahir........

2008-09-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

Januari
- Mudah jatuh cinta.
- Mudah melupakan perasaan cinta terhadap orang yang dicintai sekiranya dikhianati.
- Pandai mengambil hati pasangannya.
- Selalu berdiam diri ketika bertemu dengan pasangannya.
- Bersikap romantik tapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya.
- Sikap cemburu yang tinggi terhadap pasangannya tapi tidak kisah sekirannya pasangannya cemburu terhadapnya.
- Bakal jadi seorang bapa atau ibu yang penyayang.
- ramai kenalan, sedikit pemalu dan bersungguh-sungguh bila melakukan kerja
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Feb r uari
- Sukar untuk jatuh cinta .
- Amat hormat kepada pasangan.
- Amat suka memikat pasangan.
- Jujur dan berterus terang dalam perhubungan.
- Sentiasa nekad untuk bersama dengan pasangannya
- Sangat romantik pada dalaman dan bukan pada luaran(hanya pasangannya yang tahu) .
- Patuh kepada pasangannya dan selalu menjaga hati pasangan.
- Amat menjaga penampilan diri dan pasangannya.
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Mac
- Mudah menawan hati pasangannya.
- Sentiasa ingin didampingi oleh pasangannya.
- Sangat pemalu dalam meluahkan isi hati.
- Sangat baik dalam menjaga perhubungan.
- Amat sukar melupakan pasangan yang dicintai.
- Perasaan cemburu yang minima.
- Sangat manja dan sering ingin dimanjai pasangannya.
- Mudah memilih pasangan tanpa berfikir dengan waras.
- Sentiasa mengharapkan keistimewaan dari pasangan.
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April
- Individu yang amat sukar untuk jatuh cinta.
- Selalu memendam perasaan terhadap individu yang dicintai.
- Sukar dan malu dalam meluahkan isi hati.
- Sentiasa ingin diberi perhatian.
- Amat cemburu dalam perhubungan.
- Kesetiaan teguh terhadap pasangannya.
- Emosi cepat terusik dan mudah terluka.
- Sentiasa menjaga hati pasangan dan pandai memujuk.
- Romantik dan terlalu romantik.
- Sukar melupakan pasangan walaupun dilukai.
- Sukar berlaku curang dan amat menyayangi pasangan.
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Mei
- Amat mudah jatuh cinta.
- Baik dan jujur dalam perhubungan.
- Pandai menarik hati pasangan.
- Perasaan cinta yang mendalam.
- Mudah untuk di pujuk.
- Mudah menerima cinta seseorang.
- Pilihan yang tepat dalam berpasangan.
- Nekad untuk menjaga hubungan yang baik.
- Pandai mengatur hidup pasangan (bukan Queen Control atau King Control) .
- Suka mengangankan sesuatu yang indah bersama pasangan.
- Sentiasa dahagakan kasih sayang dari pasangan tapi tak pandai memperlihatkan.
- Ambil berat dalam menjaga hubungan.
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Jun
- Amat pandai menjaga hati pasangan sekiranya dia perempuan.
- Sukar melukai dan memahami hati pasangan.
- Mudah jatuh hati tapi terlalu memilih.
- Cerewet dalam hubungan.
- Selalu beremosi.
- Mudah merajuk dan mudah di pujuk.
- Selalu melindungi pasangan dari kritikan atau umpatan orang.
- Elok untuk menjadi Ibu yang baik.
- Dahagakan pujian dari pasangan.
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Julai
- Amat suka didampingi pasangan.
- Sukar dimengerti oleh pasangan.
- Sentiasa menjaga maruah diri, pasangan dan perhubungan.
- Amat mudah dipujuk dan berterus terang.
- Amat menghargai kesetiaan pasangan.
- Mengambil berat dan mengasihi pasangan
- Berkebolehan untuk meluahkan isi hati terhadap individu yang dicintai.
- Mudah terluka dan lambat untuk pulih.
- Suka merajuk dan dipujuk.
- Setia terhadap pasangan.
- Suka mendengar dan tidak suka membantah.
- Cemburu terhadap pasangan.
- Suka menilai dan menjaga perhubungan.
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Ogos
- Pandai memujuk pasangan
- Suka memimpin pasangan.
- Romantik, Pengasih dan Penyayang.
- Kelam kabut dalam perhubungan.
- Sangat sensitif .
- Mudah meluahkan kata cinta pada sesiapa yang berkenan.
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September
- Bersopan dalam hubungan.
- bertolak ansur terhadap pasangan.
- Suka mengkritik pasangan.
- Sangat prihatin terhadap pasangan.
- Sangat sensitif dan emosi.
- Pandai memahami pasangan.
- Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya terhadap pasangan.
- Sukar melupakan sekiranya hati terluka.
- Mudah simpati dengan perasaan dan masalah pasangan.
- Pandai menyimpan perasaan.
- Suka berterus terang jika perkara itu tak disetujuinya.
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Oktober
- Amat suka berkomunikasi dengan pasangan.
- Suka disayangi dan menyayangi pasangan.
- Sopan terhadap pasangan.
- Jujur dan jarang berpura-pura dengan pasangan.
- Mudah terluka hati sekiranya pasangan ada melakukan kesalahan terhadapnya.
- Emosi yang mudah terusik.
- Pengasih, Penyayang terhadap pasangan.
- Cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.
- Romantik
- Memahami pasangan.
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November
- Cermat dan teliti dalam menjaga perhubungan.
- Amat berahsia dengan pasangan dan sesiapa.
- Agak degil dan kuat pendirian.
- Mudah ambil berat terhadap pasangan.
- Emosi yang mendalam.
- Perangai tidak dapat diramal terhadap pasangan.
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Disember
- Pemurah terhadap perhubungan
- Mudah jatuh cinta dalam masa yang sama.
- Tergesa-gesa dalam perhubungan
- Suka didampingi oleh pasangan.
- Benci bila dikongkong.
- Berbakat untuk kahwin lebih dari satu.(Utk Lelaki)
- Suka mempengaruhi pasangan

12 ways you know you like Someone!!

2008-09-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

TWELVE:You have been talking to them late at night and even when u go to bed, you still think of them.

ELEVEN:You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:They're all you think about.

FIVE:You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO......

Pesanan buat wanita...

2008-09-12T18:43:00.001+08:00

Pesanan ini ditulis oleh :Ulama muktabar
(Pemberian ikhlas dr sahabat kepada sahabat)

1. Jaga solat pada awal waktu. Kalau datang haid sekalipun jika tidak dapat solat, kena duduk atas tikar sembahyang supaya anak tidak lihat kita meninggalkan solat.

2. Hidupkan Bacaan Hadis Nabi saw di rumah dengan keluarga. Dianjur baca Hadis Fadhilat Amal. Ini amalan sahabiah zaman Nabi saw sehingga dari rumah kita keluar anak-anak yg soleh yg mendoakan kesejahteraan kedua ibubapa dunia/akhirat.

3. Baca Al Quran setiap hari walaupun hanya 8 ayat. Kalau tak mampu nak baca kerana terlalu sibuk, cukup dengan mencium Al Quran dan muhasabah 'Ya Allah, apa dosa saya hingga saya tak dapat nak baca kitab Mu pada hari ini."

4. Mendidik anak secara Islam. Mengajar anak-anak dari kecil bermula dengan doa-doa masnun.Iaitu doa seharian Nabi saw saperti doa tidur, bangun tidur, makan dan
sebagainya.

5. Hidup sederhana dengan tidak membebankan suami.
Setiap hari malaikat akan menghantar 500 jambangan bunga dari syurga untuk wanita yg hidup sederhana. Setiap titisan air masakan dan basuhan mereka akan menjadi zikir mohon keampunan kepada Allah swt atas wanita tersebut.

6. Galak suami untuk bermujahadah atas Agama Allah.
Seorang isteri yg menggalakan suaminya untuk solat berjemaah di Masjid/Surau akan dapat pahala berjemaah suaminya termasuk solat dia sendiri.

Mudahan-mudahan ulasan ringkas ini bermanfaat.
Muzakarahlah bersama teman wanita lain supaya hakikat amalan ini masuk dalam hati kita dan mudah nak amalkan...

New Skill...

2008-09-12T18:29:00.002+08:00

I just learn how to sew baju kurung with my MIL. Haven't finish mine yet and my hubby already asked me to sew his baju melayu. He said,"Tahun ni dapat la merasa baju yang Mama jahitkan."

I need to finish my sewing otherwise my lovely husband and my cute little son can't wear their new baju melayu for raya.

Funny to think about it... Don't know how the baju melayu will look like when I'm done. Hope it'll fit them as it should. Hehehe...

Can a family man with Salary RM3,000 survive in Malaysia ???

2008-09-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

Let ' s do some simple calculations here.

In Malaysia , the average family income is RM3,000 /month
(where father works, mother doesn ' t).

I understand there are many families whose monthly income does not reach RM3,000,
but, to make things simple, let ' s take RM3,000 as the figure. Ok lah, right?

Okay, let ' s start rolling with a family which has Papa, Mama, 1 daughter and 1 son. Ngam-ngam ......

Calculation starts...

> > > Electricity and water bill: RM100
> > > (No air-con, No home theatre, No water heater ... ok?)

> > > Phone bill ( Telekom): RM100

> > > Meals for a happy family: RM775
> > > (3 meals on RM25/day, RM25 for 4 persons...?)

> > > Papa makan / teh-tarik during working hrs: RM155
> > > (RM5/day, RM5 ... can eat what?)

> > > Car repayment: RM400
> > > (A proton saga aeroback, 7 yrs repayment)

> > > Petrol (living in city, traffic-jam): RM300
> > > (go to work, bring son to school, only can afford one car running)

> > > Insurance: RM650
> > > (kids, wife and myself)

> > > House repayment: RM750
> > > (low cost housing repayment for 30 yrs, retired still have to work to pay!)

> > > Tuition: RM80
> > > (got that cheap meh? i don ' t think so)

> > > Older children pocket money @ school: RM20
> > > (RM1/day, eat bread?)

> > > School fees: RM30
> > > (enough ah?)

> > > School books and etc: RM100
> > > (always got extra to pay in school)

> > > Younger children milk powder: RM50
> > > (cannot have the DHA, BHA, PHA one, expensive)

> > > Miscellaneous: RM100
> > > (shampoo, rice, sauce, toilet paper)

Oh wait!!! I have to stop here, so...

No Astro,
no movie @ cinema,
no DVD,
no CD,
no online,
cannot KFC,
cannot McDonald,
cannot go Park walk during weekend (petrol expensive),
no chit chat on phone with grandparents, and etc...

Let ' s use a calculator to total up... WALAO EH! Shit! RM3,610 already...

EPF belum potong, income tax lagi........oledi RM3,610 ...

How to survive lah tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian ???

Wanita Ciptaan Istimewa ...

2008-09-11T11:39:00.001+08:00

Kecantikan seorang wanita ialah terletak sejauh mana ia dapatmenahan(menjaga) malunya, sementara kegagahan seorang lelaki ialah terletaksejauh mana ia dapat menahan (menjaga) marahnya.....

Orang yang membujang adalah orang yang belum menemukan penghibur dukadan dia baru memperolehinya dengan berkahwin.

Suami adalah orang yang mencari kebahagiaan hidup dengan menghilangkan sebahagian kemerdekaannya.

Wanita menghadapi banyak permasalahan; sebahagian diatasi dengan berkahwin dan sebahagian yang lain diatasi setelah dia masuk ke liang kubur.

Mata yang paling indah tetapi juga harus diwaspadai adalah mata kaum wanita.

Jangan menyalahkan perasaan isteri anda kerana perasaannya yang terbaik ialah ketika ia menerima anda sebagai suami.

Perawan tua ialah wanita yang kehilangan kesempatan menyusahkan seorang lelaki.

Yang diinginkan seorang gadis dari dunia ini hanyalah seorang suami,dan apabila ia sudah memperolehinya, ia menginginkan segala-galanya.

Wanita bisa memaafkan suatu pengkhianatan suaminya, tetapi dia tidak bisa melupakannya.

Kecantikan wanita tidak bererti apa-apa dibandingkan dengan kemuliaan akhlak dan perilakunya.

Sebelum kahwin, wanita hafal seluruh jawaban dan sesudah kahwin, ia hafal seluruh pertanyaan.

Barangsiapa mengahwini wanita kerana hartanya, maka dia telah menjual kemerdekaannya.

Wanita adalah bintang dan pelita bagi lelaki. Tanpa pelita, lelaki bermalam dalam kegelapan.

Wanita lebih cepat daripada lelaki dalam menangis dan dalam mengingatkan peristiwa yang menyebabkan dia menangis.

Wanita tertawa bila ia mampu dan menangis apabila ia menginginkan sesuatu.

Pudarlah kebahagiaan seorang wanita jika ia tidak mampu menjadikan suaminya teman yang termulia.

Wanita sangat berlebihan dalam mencintai dan membenci, dan tidak mengenal pertengahannya.

Wanita selalu tergolong manusia halus dan lembut sampai saat dia berkahwin.

Tidak mungkin seorang lelaki hidup bahagia tanpa didampingi oleh isteri yang mulia.

Wanita hidup untuk berbahagia dengan cinta, sementara lelaki mencintai untuk hidup berbahagia.

Kebijaksanaan wanita terletak di dalam hatinya.

Seorang wanita yang bijaksana menambahkan gula pada kalimatnya setiap kali berbicara dengan suaminya, dan mengurangi garam pada ucapan suaminya.

Cincin perkahwinan adalah cincin termahal di dunia, sebab mengharuskan pemberinya mengingatkan harganya setiap bulan tanpa henti.

Sesungguhnya tidak ada wanita yang sangat cantik, yang ada ialah kaum lelaki yang sangat lemah bila berhadapan dengan kecantikan.

Bagi lelaki, yang terakhir kali mati ialah jantungnya dan bagi wanita adalah lidahnya.

Wanita tidak diciptakan untuk dikagumi semua lelaki tetapi sebagai sumber kebahagiaan seorang suami.

Pada waktu bertunang, lelaki banyak berbicara dan perempuan mendengarkan. Pada saat perkahwinan, perempuan berbicara dan pengantin lelaki mendengarkan. Sesudah perkahwinan, suami dan isteri banyak berbicara dan para jiran tetangga mendengarkan.

Setiap wanita mempunyai dua mata. Adapun wanita yang cemburu berlebihan mempunyai tiga mata. Satu di sebelah kanan, satu di sebelah kiri dan yang ketiga diarahkan kepada suami.

Wanita pada umumnya takut akan tiga hal : tikus, munculnya uban dan wanita-wanita cantik yang menjadi saingannya.

Isteri yang bersikap jujur dan setia kepada suami meringankan setengah beban kehidupan suaminya.

Seorang wanita menghadapi kesulitan apabila ia berada di antara lelaki yang dicintainya dan yang mencintainya.

Akasia: Sutera Maya

2008-09-10T16:17:00.001+08:00

Story of 4 sisters, Maya Medina, Maya Zulaika, Maya Karina & Maya Sofea who are from different mothers with different personalities. The death of her Mother led the eldest sister Maya Medina in search of her other siblings and unite them together in search of their father. Elated to finally meet their father, they were shock to find out that there were more mysteries in him to be untold.

Cast : Fasha Sandha (Maya Medina), Intan Ladyana (Maya Karina), Ayu Raudhah (Maya Zulaikha), Faezah (Maya Sofea), Mustapha Kamal, Erry Putra, Maria Farida, Liza Abdullah, Fouziah Gous, Irfan, Rebecca Nur Al-Islam

My Work Room

2008-09-10T13:05:00.003+08:00

Perasaanku Tentang Perasaanku Padamu

2008-09-10T12:41:00.007+08:00

New Staff In The Office.

2008-09-10T11:53:00.003+08:00

Owh, almost forget to write about my new friend at work... Kelvin Ling is here for 1 month now. He's the new staff replacing Wong LK and he's the Assistant Manager for JB branch.

He is friendly, nice and easy to discuss anything with him. Still, he's rarely around coz he has to go out to attend our customers needs.

I hope he like to work here.

Spinning around and round...

2008-09-09T13:54:00.004+08:00

Well, Raya is coming... All the government sector's staffs will get their bonus. That is only for the govenrnment staff. They are so lucky. Unlike us who work in the private sector. We've to strive to live and work like hell. It's not easy to get a bank loan too.

For me, life is still the same... Not much has been changed since last year.

Tired to think about it. Sometimes it makes me very sick. But, I always pray that we'll have a very good life.

There are times I really miss my childhood. If only I could turn back time.

Live Well

2008-09-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan is here again...

2008-09-03T12:54:00.006+08:00

The fasting month is here again.

I manage to be in Muar on the 1st of Ramadhan. Idris was already there. My darling is back in the evening, 2 hours before we break the fast. Break the fast with my family members in Muar. It's a complete family as everyone is there.

Last 30th Aug, my MIL is organizing a kenduri for my late FIL.

Mengapa WANITA sangat Istimewa......???

2008-08-13T18:23:00.006+08:00

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata.
"I letih la..dah lewat ni, I nak tido lah...."

Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkap dapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas. Leceh pulak nanti. Dah tu, ade pulak rice cooker dalam sink. Rendam lepas makan tadi. Basuh jap. Susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur.. Terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi.

Check air panas dalam flusk. Takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu. Memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air. Sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas gula dah kosong. Salin la gula.

Check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok. Nasib baik ade lagi. Ishh... Ni lauk bila ni, semalam... Dah beku dah. Basuh la kejap.

Pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh. Penat dah ni, besok je la basuh. Sidai kain lap je lah. Tik... Bunyi air dah masak. Salin air dalam flusk. Ok settle.

Baru teringat tak semayang lagi. On da way nak g bilik, papa tgk tv lagi. Nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke taska. Check, baju 2 pasang, towel, towel kecik utk selsama, calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam, pampers 4 keping... Alamak, telupa pulak masukkan botol. Basuh botol jap. Ok settle.

Ternampak pulak beg g keje. Emm, besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je. Salin jap barang2 g beg coklat. Cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2. Leceh pulak. Selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti. Hishhh sempit la beg ni. Hangin je. Nak kena beli ni beg baru. Rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih. Mana flyers tadi ek? Ha ni die. Ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa. Ok settle.

Tetiba dengar suara papa... "U buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido."
"Yelah nak tido la ni. Nak smayang jap...'

Masuk toilet. Buat apa2 yang patut. Cuci muka dulu. 2 jenis lak tu. Adoi.. gosok gigi, smayang, pakai toner, pakai treatment cream. Nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni. Nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak.

Huhuhuhu... bukak almari. Emmm, pakai baju hijau ni lah besok. Gosok kejap. Check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni.

Kat bilik belakang. La, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni. Gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah. Ishhh, g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju. Gantung elok2. Kemaskan baju gantung2... Masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor. Ok settle.

Dgr suara papa lagi..."I dah ngantuk ni.."

Dalam pada nak masuk ke bilik... Owh, pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha.. Lupa dah 3 hari tak siram... Ok, siram jap... Check jap pintu ni... Sah tak kunci lagi... Grill pun tak tutup.. Ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku... Bukak lampu luar.

Ni mainan ni sepah2... Masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni... Banyaknya... Sampai bawah meja makan pun ade... Adoi... Ok dah.

Ok dah boleh baring... Adoi sakitnya pinggang... Cium si comel ni kejap... Selimutkan die... La.. Napa basah ni... Emm, tukar la pempers ni... Tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la... Nanti gi Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali... Ok sayang tido k... Kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh.. Tido sampai pagi k... Gud nite. Sweet dreams.

Aaahh... Sedapnya dapat baring... Mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus, setkan alarm... setkan program kerja besok. Pagi kul 9.30 ade meeting.. Ahh... Boring... Panas pulak lotion nih. Dah la... Mmm... sedapnya lelapkan mata...Ya Allah...terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini, mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan...papa pun bangun tutup tv...

"I dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde..." Selang seminit. Dengar suara papa berkeruh. Dah agak dah....

So? Apa yang peliknya..?? Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...

SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT... tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

I am sick??

2008-08-04T11:50:00.002+08:00

When I was home after work last Thursday, I felt dizzy and almost fainted at our house front door. I lost my appetite and nausea.

9 p.m., I can't stand it anymore after 2 times throw-out. I ask my husband to take me to a clinic. The doctor said I got anemia because my blood pressure is low and my face is pale.

Headache..

2008-07-29T18:22:00.003+08:00

My office will be moved to Taman Sutera Utama soon and it gives me a headache.

Hmm... Niz told me that he already filled the form to transfer to Jusco Bukit Indah which will be open by next year. At least he is reasonable to think that we really need to save our money for our children.

Yet, we haven't decide to move to Taman Sutera neighborhood. The rental there is expensive for us.

Plus, we need to find a new babysitter or maybe send them to a nursery? Oh, my. I don't know if we can afford it.

Abah called me today. Asking how am I and my children doing. He said that he is lonely at home when Mama and others are at school. I understand why. Fathin has already started her study at Cosmopoint, Muar. Sabrina is in form 5 and busy with her studies as she will be sitting for SPM this year. 'Adlina is in year 5. Idris is in UIA finishing his degree. Bahirah already living on her own in Lenga as she was posted as a teacher there. Nizam is working in Giant, Kluang. Nobody can accompany him in the morning. Pity him.

He also suggest me to send my children there to ease his loneliness. I don't know. I'm kinda used to my children at home with us. Especially Amir. He really needs us.

I am still thinking... Can't make up my mind this instant... I hope we could fine a better way to solve this matter.

Electricity is UP

2008-07-17T15:10:00.002+08:00

Haha... At last, the electricity in the office is UP. I've been waiting for 2 weeks...!! Man, it's really a very long bored day.

Thre is a BUT... Our phoneline is still DOWN... Don't know when it will be up again.

Anyway, we are about to be shift to our new office in Taman Sutera Utama. Told by Wong LK that we might be move there in August. Still, not confirm yet. Can't get the exact date from anyone.

Really hope there would be many people working in the same office there. Kind of bored to be alone in the office everyday.

Tension Day

2008-07-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

No electricity in the office today. I was looking at my mailbox and suddenly everything when black. Well, just another usual things happened here.

Unlucky me! I've to stay in the dark spooky office the whole day. Can't believe that I've to stay in the office. Hope our account department in HQ KL will settle this matter with TNB as soon as possible. Feels like I'm living in a cave or stoneage. He he he....

Moonlight (Every Saturday, 10:00PM, TV9)

2008-07-01T14:43:00.004+08:00

Owh my... I really like this series. Especially the handsome actor, Alex O'Loughlin, who is acting as Mick St. John. It's a sci-fi story about vampire and of course a vamp-human love is included too.

I've been searching in the internet to find out what would happen to their relationship and the vampires around them. Sadly, there are 16 episodes for the first season & no 2nd season will be available. I wonder if there is Moonlight 2nd season??

Below is the series synopsis I found at CBS.com.

Mick St. John is a captivating, charming and immortal private investigator from Los Angeles, who defies the traditional blood-sucking norms of his vampire tendencies by using his wit and powerful supernatural abilities to help the living.

In a life-altering twist of fate, Mick was "bitten" 60 years ago by his new bride, the seductive Coraline. Forever 30 years of age, Mick's as handsome and charismatic as the day he was "turned," and he eschews others of his kind who view humans only as a source of nourishment.

With only a handful of like-minded confidantes for company, including the eternally young, wealthy and mischievous Josef, a hedge fund trader who relishes his uniqueness, Mick fills his infinite days protecting the living.

One night years ago, a single act of kindness changed Mick when he saved a young girl's life, making him want to be a better vampire.

Now their paths cross again and Mick develops a distinctive bond with Beth Turner, who has grown into a beautiful, ambitious Internet investigative reporter. Reconnecting with her unleashes feelings Mick knows he can't pursue without exposing that part of him that would make him a monster in Beth's eyes.

As Mick lives between two realities, fighting his adversaries among the undead and falling in love, he discovers the mysteries and pleasures that a valuable life has to offer.

Cannot wait ke..!!!

2008-06-26T18:23:00.003+08:00

I was chit chatting with Azlan about a logcall we had in JB.

It was logged as "pc cannot on" and I've passed the call to a service engineer from our ASP, Adnan.

Got an update about the call from Adnan this late evening saying that there is no such problem. He just went there to inspect and install printer. The ITD already performed all the necessary procedure for the new user as the previous user had left the service.

Why lah they don't put it as "to install printer & reconfigure".

Giving me a headache when Azlan told me that they log the case again in the evening... Why lah... Wait lah... Tak boleh tunggu ker?

1st Degree Burned..!!!

2008-06-25T14:30:00.003+08:00

Last night, we went out for dinner with my MIL, SIL & BIL at Dataran, Johor Bahru. We have Yong Tau Fu. After the hot soup was served, Amir just can't wait to have it. He tried to grasp the hot soup bowl. In the end, the hot soup were spilled at his left leg.

Both, me and Nizam, were stunned and don't know what to do. Never thought it would happen anyway. Luckily, my MIL were there to help us out. She used ice to cool the burned area. As we were at the Dataran we couldn't find a running water. Took him to the nearest clinic because we can't afford to wait for ages at the General Hospital.

Nizam was so angry with Amir. Told him that Amir is still a little boy. He don't understand anything yet. Pity my little sunshine got scolded by his father.

After taking Amir to the clinic, we just go home as we've lost our appetite to eat and not in the mood to go anywhere.

That is how Amir got his 1st degree burned.

Yesterday, is history.